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[Apr. 1st, 2012`10:15 pm] |
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Maybe we are not meant to be. |
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| 2012 |
[Jan. 2nd, 2012`10:21 pm] |
| [ | FEEL |
| |  calm | ] |
I think I have kept this journal since 2008 and come to think of it, I was just a poly student back then.
So much things had changed within these few years. I was carefree previously, just need to focus on school and nothing else.
You know, when you were young, you are dying to grow up. Now that you're all grown up, you wish to go back. Human, we are hardly ever satisfied.
Speaking of 2012, I have a couple of new year resolutions and I seriously hope I could achieve them. At least I cleared most of my 2011 resolutions, I still have some outstanding and shall bring it over to 2012. First, let's hope I could keep up with my 2012 organiser, instead of relying too much on blackberry since I always shut if off when it beeps for reminder. |
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| The Quiet World - Jeffrey McDaniel |
[Sep. 24th, 2011`01:32 pm] |
In an effort to get people to look
into each other's eyes more,
and also to appease the mutes,
the government has decided
to allot each person exactly one hundred
and sixty-seven words, per day.
When the phone rings, I put it to my ear
without saying hello. In the restaurant
I point at chicken noodle soup.
I am adjusting well to the new way.
Late at night, I call my long distance lover,
proudly say I only used fifty-nine today.
I saved the rest for you.
When she doesn't respond,
I know she's used up all her words,
so I slowly whisper I love you
thirty-two and a third times.
After that, we just sit on the line
and listen to each other breathe. |
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| Thanks for the memories. |
[Aug. 15th, 2011`08:06 pm] |
| [ | FEEL |
| |  pessimistic | ] |
I was never happy like before. Felt like I'm losing control of myself, and the feeling just suck.
I don't give a damn anymore.
Can't we all be a little selfish? I am so tired of giving in, pretending someone I'm not. That's not me. I'm not happy at all.
Thank you for the lesson. I learnt it the hard way. It has to be huh?
You know it's negative thoughts/feelings. Yet you just can't shake this damn feeling off. What's happening?
We have moments like this once in a while in life. Why does it seemed like I'm having more of these episodes after all that has happened? |
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